When I was really young, I found it easy to remember people’s names. That has become more difficult in time. (apart from old(r) age old-zimer’s syndrome, which I hate to admit) I just find it frustrating to be involved with a group of people week after week, and have to be reminded of a person’s name.

I got to thinking that since I’m self absorbed, I’ve not made the effort to remember their name. My energy is not pointed outward. It’s inward. It’s a mindset. One of the hardest things I’m finding is breaking a bad habit developed over the years of serving me, is to reverse the energy flow and give. Find out who’s who and who’s doing what. Remembering her children’s names, or his accomplishment at work; an important event; means I’m reaching out to others. (I’ve spent too much time telling my story. it’s old!)

In business, we call it Networking. As a Christian, it’s Fellowship.

I’m finding it easier each time to pay attention and take note of someone else’s story or concern. That grows to reaching out to people who are searching. Being ready and receptive for that new fellowship.

That’s what I find difficult to do in these days when I’m burdened with working to pay the bills. I have to keep reminding myself, or be reminded by our community, that we are to walk together. That’s what God wants of us.

Case in point; my son just “bothered” me three times during this writing. I could be irritated with the interruption and “will talk to you later” or just be grateful that he’s here to talk to when he’s ready. Not when I’m ready. Mind you, that’s parenting. But, that’s also out reach. I’ve not been good at this in the past.

That’s what I find hard to do.